6.30.25: My brother's immigration court case is tmr and Im pretty sure it is not going to go well. I keep telling my mom I think it is likely that ice is going to take my brother but she thinks that its all going to be fine. It just sucks rn because i should spend time with him while I can but how can i if he comes back at 1 am and everytime i come back home he's locked in his room. Im pretty sure he's upset at me but he cant talk to me like an adult about it, I really dont know what to do.

6.27.25: another shitty day, i honestly cant tell if it was mainly my fault or a lot of things being at fault and i got upset at the stupidest thing too. just cause of a stupid ass oil change because my brother loves to have his car with the most premium shit and i cant afford to keep up with it and ofc my mom favor him more then me so i fought with her a lot about it. i cant tell if its me being a problem child or its the whole family thats so broken a simple thing can just break me now

6.24.25: ugh so much shit has happen in the past few months. Im honestly so drained, not only do i live in the US with all the bullshit going on but personal things like moving out and then moving back in, cleaning the fuck out my room, going back to my old job, and more bs with my family.

having my cousin living here is nice but sometimes little tiny things he does frustrates me and all that frustation builds up, i get fed up and tired, i try not to lash out on him but its hard when you deal with so much bullshit. I feel like im always dealing with the stupidest shit and having keep my anger even if people start to play with me. thankfully im seeing planning for burial in july so i'll be crying my heart out :3

4.24.25: JUST FOUND OUT THAT PLANING FOR BURIAL DROPPED A MUSIC VIDEO TOO HOLYYYY SHIIITTTTT

4.23.25: AAAHHH OMFG PLANING FOR BURIAL DROPPED A NEW SINGLE IM SOOO HAAPPYYY ETFHUWFSE